As she sat back down, she thought of her time with Mama Lou. She had stopped by her apartment on her way home, to drop off the half gallon of milk she knew Mama Lou needed, but was too hesitant to ask. Lou had moved from somewhere in the South a few years ago. She really was just like Essie imagined a mom to be.
"What you gone do wit' yo life, Esther?" Mama had drawled.
"What do you mean, Mama Lou? I'm an adult. I have a job.", Esther replied, amused with how Momma Lou insisted on calling her by her full first name.
"Oh, girl, there's nothin' wrong with yo job--but you should be sittin' in class with those kids, instead a jus' cooking they frozen burritos."
Essie sat back on the faded, flowered couch in Mama Lou's dim apartment, allowing the older woman's words to sink in. She had felt very blessed to find a job right out of high school. She had excelled at school--made honor roll even. But college? Her dad lived on the other side of the city, in Germantown. He was a mechanic and had never even suggested college while she was in high school. He hadn't discouraged her--it just hadn't been on the table.
Essie looked up at Mama Lou as she slowly raised her aged body out of her recliner. "God has a good plan fo' you, girl. You know Jesus. You always good at treatin' people like Jesus would. I jus' know the Lord has somethin' big fo' you. Come to think of it, maybe you aughta read about yo' namesake."
Now, thinking back to that conversation, she reached for her much-loved Bible and turned the onion skin pages to the book of Esther. She had forgotten how chapter one began. King Xerxes had thrown a party to display his opulence. During the long party, he had called for his queen, named Vashti. She refused to come.
Essie wanted to read more, but the long day had gotten the best of her. She pushed everything aside and stretched out, succumbing to sleep.
To be continued...
Essie wanted to read more, but the long day had gotten the best of her. She pushed everything aside and stretched out, succumbing to sleep.
To be continued...
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